today, just got a good news from boss.. even though he gave us quite a lot of 'negative' comments about me.. haha.. no choice, wat to do? as this year my performance really .. hahaaz.. suan ler.. anyways, good news still we will have what we r waiting for.. the vitamin b, although it might not many.. then after work, go starbucks with 'dai lou'.. know he quite tension and i dun mind to belanja him, as he at work really help me a lot.. i dunno whether he got some other purpose or what.. or just helping himself for work too, anyway, dun make it too complicated & i think i really treat him as a fren, a guy i always call 'dai lou'...
Yesterday, company have gift exchange session, hehe.. help out for caroling ~ although im not christian.. just try to enjoy a bit with all~ n really have some fun and can feel the christmas is coming closer & closer.. when singing all these christmas song ^^
Also, really start fly into holiday moods as the project delayed until next yr february.. means i can enjoy my christmas & new year~ what a joy ^^ however.. maybe going to suffer on CNY lo.. hahah ~ really sweet 1st n bitter later? hmm~
another thing.. recently if wan said make me thinking most is, i think no other.. should be 'him'.. hehe.. know him, really is a coincidence. 1stly, i really thought we just very 'kap' d fren.. because we quite know how each other think, and somehow our 性格 quite alike.. the most is we will play 'ai mei' around when IM, as we understand that both of us will not misun each other, calling each other 'dear' & playing around with some funny joke / ai mei chatting..
but dunno start when, we came out for movie or events together, something in gang, something only 2 of us. Say real, every time also kinda enjoy with him.. maybe by his generous, gentlemen or his kindness.. at least, when we together, will not feel cold (冷场) or nothing to say, also, only once, i said i will feel cold in cinema.. after tat he will bring me his jacket whenever we out for movie.. n dunno start when.. feel like i will not use to it when i didnt IM with him.. n sommore he started telling me he miss me.. i really dunno whether is a joke as usual? or real? until that day, suddenly he asked me out to celebrate Christmas eve, n request for only 2 of us.. before i asked him want go for gang? haha.. really, it surprised me.. n no doubt.. im very happy he asked so.. also, that day is his bday too..
No matter how, i will need him to tell me face 2 face, instead of thru IM / SMS or anything .. as i need to confirm, he is serious.. or really juz a very very best fren he treat me as? or some other thing? really.. dunno, keep think, think as if really not, then i hv to really control myself to keep falling in n pull back, treat him as a good fren as before.. if yes? hehe.. dunno, dun think about it better..
So~ hope it will be a special Christmas eve for me ~ no matter what is the result ~ hehe.. also, grandma coming this weekend ^^ will be busy weekend again! just hope every1 will enjoy & having a nice weekend oh ~
Merry Christmas & Happy New Year~~ Ho ho ho ~
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