Family weekend~

3 days long weekend ~ kinda enjoyable d weekend, with my lovely family ^^ ~ hahaha

Thursday nite.. very heavy rain.. drive alone from company to LCCT.. use the new way that intro by my colleague.. jam + lost! end up.. use around 2 hours only reach there.. then when back time the rain is very scary~~ ><" but not bad.. at least learn a new road? hehehe.. n say real.. kinda chi kek .. lolz.. yun loi i still got some 'adventure' heart deep inside oh ~

then.. actually wanna go Singapore, er.. but then due to some reason, parent decide to cancel it~ so, friday call my sis come over to have a happy family day~ play with those kids.. really.. haha~ syiok~! sommore my brother bought the new samsung note 2.. so keep playing the camera function, hehe~ just a small incident.. i thought my car kena kiss again.. because that time we r having mahjong in house... suddenly hear a 'bang' outside n run out take a look.. OMG.. saw a viva just return and the car front is broken.. n the direction is heading to my car!! immediately run out and take a look.. phew.. not my car.. just she knock a motorcycle just beside my car ><" n lucky no ppl is hurt.. but.. big argument happen.. haiz..

Saturday.. suddenly plan to go to Melaka for a trip ~ main purpose is to visit my brother, n his children lu.. luckily younger brother willing to drive, so bring my parent and go lu ~ reach there around 4pm, opps.. found my niece sick already.. but still, she wanna go out with us, because she miss her grandparent very much lu ~

but.. the small 1.. really too ACTIVE le.. a bit scary -.- when in shopping center.. keep run here & there, dun follow ppl and runaway alone ><,  when eat also climb up & down, keep stick with his grandpa and play around, climb on his head n back. Although dad feel tired but still i can see he very enjoy it ~ anyhow, since nite we decide to go jonker walk.. so sent them back to the house and let them rest, since 1 of them still not yet totally recover and we worried at jonker walk too many ppls, then the small 1 dunno run where ><"

At Jonker walk, just walk around n didnt really eat much, just bought a roast potato (is that the name? hmm) and a cup of fresh juice~.. because my mum said, the relative quite 're qing', later sure got supper.. oh my.. really, the relative bring us to eat local nice food ^^ around 10pm, eat wan tan mee and 烧鸡翼, but too full to me.. kaka~ just the 烧鸡翼 really quite nice oh.. ngek ~

sunday morning, hv breakfast and play with the children again ~ hehe.. worry of jam.. so after eat then direct head back to KL.. really.. around seremban there a bit jam.. still, make it home not too late.. n nite still can enjoy a quiet nite with my family~

OK .. finish the story.. actually what i wanna write to .. hmm.. family..  from this few days, understand that my parent actually is quite simple. What they want is we spend some time with them.. some 'real' time, not only just sit beside them, just stay in the house with them, or sleep beside them - but to talk to them, spend time with them.. what i can say is, this weekend they really very happy, as can spend the times with us, with their grandchild.. really long time didnt see them smile until so happy ler =)

Next.. i think going to plan for the CNY.. what need to do since not going back to ht again ~ mayb will go somewhere else? Outstation.. hehehe.. just wish to spend more lovely & memorable time with the one i loves ~ no matter is family, friend or...  =) every1 that i would like to treasure

珍惜眼前人... 不想错过了才后悔...

Training

Today.. actually dunno shd write or not.. haha, just would like to share it out..

Actually morning when wake up, mum told me, u hv to cold down.. something need to inform u.. so when i was informed that my car kena langgar.. hmm.. say real, i very cold.. unbelievable.. go out and take a look.. ok.. left front tyre there hurt seriously.. bumper also go in n stuck the tyre, light almost come out... car move back a bit as where i park.. so suspect a big car knock it and when return.. push my car to behind a bit 2..  nothing to say.. do not know who did tat as it happens in the midnite.. sommore need rush to training today.. so cant do much and wake up my brother, take me to the training.. 

Anyhow.. when colleague fetch me back tat time.. saw the car again.. ><" then only start heart pain... haha.. but at least, the car still there, n lucky no ppl is hurt.. just need to worry.. how much to fix it and how m i go to work .. since my car.. actually i think still can drive, just whether danger or not.. because the tyre is like not really in correct position.. hmm... ~ tomorrow need take to workshop to check lu.. 

then come to the training portion.. trainer is quite humour, at least will not let u feel bored when u sit inside there.. title is "Effective Communication", mainly is how to handle customer (due to my company is service center ma.. ) but sure, trainer said can apply to real life too, as actually not only in handling customer, u would like to have effective communication with your family, spouse, family or colleagues, as how to convey a message correctly, and learn how to 'listen', as not only left ear in, right ear out, is really listen - understand - put into heart and reply accordingly.. think back.. did i do that well? Communicate effective.. i dont think so.. as can see some of my failure and something slips away from me due to my poor communication skill.. and thru a practise, i found that when im too gan jiong or not in a stable condition.. i cant think proper.. then only i can think the overall after i cold down or slow down.. hmm.. good thing found this as understand self more - time for improvement.. 

other than that, learnt how to handle conflict.. under what situation which way to handle conflict is better, what kind of ppl will mostly take what kind of style to handle conflict, for myself.. i think mostly is under 'TEDDY BEAR' category.. accommodate and mostly only get a 'LOSE-WIN' situation..   accept it so that to make thing peace.. and refer back to my real life, really .. i can see what is the situation im under now.. and fews thing quite obviously is i'm under the 'LOSE-LOSE' situation liao.. haha ~ this only will happen when both party try to avoid the problem.. action shd be taken to solve it? i do not know.. as i really dunno how to handle.. no matter for myself, or my family.. but at least, i still got my friend around.. 

Quite benefits from the training.. then after that actually would like to relax a bit, window shopping a bit at Sunway, but got 1 colleague following, which make me really cant freely enjoy the shopping.. haha.. is ok.. nvm.. understand more from him that about a salesperson in a workplace. 

Suddenly.. feel like i need a great big hug .. 

Goodnight.. may have a nice sleep tonight.. 

Office Day

Work~ work~ work..

recently, busy work ~ haiz.. last quarter already... again, tension, performance, everything is in a very keen situation..

boss did talk to me again, how u think ur performance now? Sure i know.. n say real, i did give up a bit when the jap trip is gone.. hahaha~ although mouth said dun k jeh.. still a bit susah hati.. lolz! so, very honest, i told my boss.. AVERAGE! hahaha~ he told me he expect me should in the category 'above average'.. then 2nd question, why u think u only is tat level? hehehe.. sure i know.. slow response la, slow work le, less escalation la~ haha.. boss very happy i know @@ n ask me work smarter.. so that i can work faster.. ho ho ho ~

then, new task, ask me, whether i can handle or not? Also, ask the other - whether i m the suitable person or not? hmm.. answer, can be the other? lolz~ i think nope.. still, my tat reply 'i will try my best'... n boss againm said, remember, escalate when u really em dim.. n said.. last few trips not dont let me go.. they did propose my name.. but due to tat very GOOD result handle by my outsource.. it make my chance slip, because big boss worry if im not around.. the result will become worse.. so.. dun blame him.. ok ~ nothing to blame.. not meh? haha~

so.. actually my task now not really 'much', but .. can say time consuming? i dunno.. when the system got problem tat time.. hehehe.. reply mail n check here n there (with IT), then .. TAT.. KPI, again.. i hv to 'kotor' my hand again to do the details job due to the outsource really em dim.. monitor and create the history lowest score for the weekly TAT.. hahaha~ boss betahan, take back & pass back to me.. until they can get an admin sit in office, and learn from me.. still.. until now i yet see any 'shadow' lolz~  just luckily i turn 2 tasks.. that should be main but go to as backup.. these 2 PIC.. always so know choose 'timing'? haha.. always same time take MC or EL.. lolz =.= then i hv to take back 2 tasks in same day.. then reply mail will become my whole day job!

then.. take care those VIP account.. hehe.. now market so down.. service become 1 of so important criteria when people decide whether to buy or not buy.. tat is why, now i need to take k part of these VIPs.. no choice, they give us big money ma... but 1 thing, actually so far i still feel ok to handle.. maybe i not really f2f with them.. just monitor their case, ensure everything meet and call / contact them when the thing macam start went wrong.. problem is.. our marketing people.. really dunno la.. they got their tension also, so no choice n have to keep push us ~ just sometime i hope they can be more reasonable? hmm..

Anyhow.. today got 1 senior put money into my pocket.. said that in corporate world.. sometimes although u r right.. but when ppl wan protect themselves.. so no matter wat u did or he/she did wrong, the blame will still on u.. so wat u can do? protect urself, do wat u should do and always put in 'black n white'.. hmmm.. okie.. learnt it.. since now i need to handle outsider.. learn learn learn..

Just.. quite EMO again.. maybe is period? or some other thing? i do not know... family.. also not really going smooth.. in office i think most of the ppl can feel my 'fire'.. although i didnt throw on someone else... but hear my response.. shd sense it.. but good things is..  at least now some of them will not simply come and said.. YAU~ pls help me XXX~ etc etc.. because if they (especially that few always used to push jobs on me 1.. ) start ask.. then i will put on my 'masam' face.. n reject them directly! Sowee~ i really cant handle so much ~

Oh ya.. forgot 1 thing.. Nov.. maybe will go phil? last NS that launch the system.. n this time heard tat is QUITE confirm.. lolz.. not much feeling.. just think, ok.. if tat time BIG boss didnt really changed his mind, then only u let me know? hahaha.. n my 'dai lou' also keep said, tat place.. not really so safe to go.. boss said, time for u to learn decision! as when u r there, u need to do certain decision on the spot! okiee.. then i feel like wan to ask, my authority.. is until wat level 1st? hahaha. later salah mah dai wok? kakaka

somehow.. recently really.. just try to clear clear clear~ so keep OT again.. haiz.. n so sad this week miss my badminton session, due to not enough ppl .. wuu~ have to find more 'solid' member to join this session a~~ hahaha..  if not, the heart to exercise will no more liao ~~

n.. need try to sleep early again.. now due to GOOD weather ~ n also a bit late sleep... hmm ~ morning always cant wake up.. kakaka~ in office also always 'headache'~ coffee non stopppp .. try to cut down consumption d.. n walk more liao. hehe.. but this is good thing, no need always sit ma.. =)

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hometown之旅~

一个星期~ 很多人都问: 哇, 一个星期只是回家乡? 准备嫁人了? 哈哈~ 很好笑咯~~ 不是回去嫁人,  而是去看别人嫁娶! 

可说真的, 一个星期, 蛮长的. 还好, 很充实一下~　尤其是为了好朋友的婚礼~　咔咔,　但可不是帮忙准备她的婚礼.

回去,　最主要是为了两个人－表哥和好朋友.　当然,　也为了陪陪老人家.　可这次,　'看'到很多东西...　很多以前都不想知道,　或从来没发觉的人,　事,　物.　hmm.. 我觉得，总之尽了该尽的责任，做了该做的本分，别人怎么说，就别太在意了.　因为,　你做的每一件事,　都不可能满足全部人,　问心无愧就好,　不是吗?　无任如何,　这次回去,　深切感受到婆婆对我,　和她的孙儿的疼爱...　只是可能有时候用错方法,　但也无伤大雅.　

至于两场婚礼...　两个都有不同的感受,　不同的享受.　表哥的,　还好..　可能因为大部分都是亲戚,　而且都是长辈,　同龄的没几个,　所以都只是静静的呆在一边.　当然,　新郎虽然也有招呼我,　主角,　也不可能只是顾我一个咯.　还好,　我还会自得其乐，充当摄影师咯．而且，还帮忙装饰新娘车～　呵呵，满爽下！大家合力研究如何弄美美那辆车,　起初新郎还担心,　后来MMS给新娘,　新娘说OK~　大功告成~　^^　而妈妈，她真的很开心，主要原因是可以和她关系很好的表姐表妹们聚一聚嘛.　

其实两个婚礼相差５天,　所以第二个,　好朋友的婚礼,　由于我有另外两个好朋友也在那里,　而难得其中一个没有做工,　就陪我到处走走逛逛咯.　而且啊,　我们已经决定,　难得一次,　要把自己打扮的美美,　像个淑女一样!　哈哈,　所以大把时间给我们准备.　她们坚持要我尝试化装,　而我,　有人陪,　也蛮好奇自己化装后是什么样子, 就去试下咯~　衣服...　其实自己试的时候,　没发觉那么的'OPEN',　可...　当晚一穿上,　就大感不妙了...　~_~"　可能只是短短几天,　自己胖了那么多,　把衣服撑开了? @@　超不习惯的...　很不自在~~　当晚也只能装斯文,　不能太粗鲁,　不然就走光咯...　虽然有几张照片已经有那样的迹象... 可还好...　大部分的人都说不错,　化装也不会太丑!　而且很惊讶我有那么大胆的尝试~~ 你又觉得如何?　哈哈!

当然,　婚礼本身也不错,　朋友很幸福~ ^^　而且我们最后也送了一首歌给她~ 'superstar'!　还好没有因为害羞而错过了...　给录影了...　没看过,　不知道自己疯成什么样子? 但唱的时候,　感觉真的很好~ 而且很难得我们大家一起在SDK...　感觉很怀念呢~~ 可有点奇怪的是...　后来其中一个朋友说我看的出来'恨嫁'...　walao, 有吗?　可能只是看到朋友那么幸福,　不小心想起了某个人而已啊~ 哈哈!　

所以啊,　回来后,　真的有点意犹未尽啊~　无论如何, 这次回去,　真的很开心~ 不懂下次还有那样的机会聚一聚吗?　希望会是在不远的将来~