Office Day

Work~ work~ work..

recently, busy work ~ haiz.. last quarter already... again, tension, performance, everything is in a very keen situation..

boss did talk to me again, how u think ur performance now? Sure i know.. n say real, i did give up a bit when the jap trip is gone.. hahaha~ although mouth said dun k jeh.. still a bit susah hati.. lolz! so, very honest, i told my boss.. AVERAGE! hahaha~ he told me he expect me should in the category 'above average'.. then 2nd question, why u think u only is tat level? hehehe.. sure i know.. slow response la, slow work le, less escalation la~ haha.. boss very happy i know @@ n ask me work smarter.. so that i can work faster.. ho ho ho ~

then, new task, ask me, whether i can handle or not? Also, ask the other - whether i m the suitable person or not? hmm.. answer, can be the other? lolz~ i think nope.. still, my tat reply 'i will try my best'... n boss againm said, remember, escalate when u really em dim.. n said.. last few trips not dont let me go.. they did propose my name.. but due to tat very GOOD result handle by my outsource.. it make my chance slip, because big boss worry if im not around.. the result will become worse.. so.. dun blame him.. ok ~ nothing to blame.. not meh? haha~

so.. actually my task now not really 'much', but .. can say time consuming? i dunno.. when the system got problem tat time.. hehehe.. reply mail n check here n there (with IT), then .. TAT.. KPI, again.. i hv to 'kotor' my hand again to do the details job due to the outsource really em dim.. monitor and create the history lowest score for the weekly TAT.. hahaha~ boss betahan, take back & pass back to me.. until they can get an admin sit in office, and learn from me.. still.. until now i yet see any 'shadow' lolz~  just luckily i turn 2 tasks.. that should be main but go to as backup.. these 2 PIC.. always so know choose 'timing'? haha.. always same time take MC or EL.. lolz =.= then i hv to take back 2 tasks in same day.. then reply mail will become my whole day job!

then.. take care those VIP account.. hehe.. now market so down.. service become 1 of so important criteria when people decide whether to buy or not buy.. tat is why, now i need to take k part of these VIPs.. no choice, they give us big money ma... but 1 thing, actually so far i still feel ok to handle.. maybe i not really f2f with them.. just monitor their case, ensure everything meet and call / contact them when the thing macam start went wrong.. problem is.. our marketing people.. really dunno la.. they got their tension also, so no choice n have to keep push us ~ just sometime i hope they can be more reasonable? hmm..

Anyhow.. today got 1 senior put money into my pocket.. said that in corporate world.. sometimes although u r right.. but when ppl wan protect themselves.. so no matter wat u did or he/she did wrong, the blame will still on u.. so wat u can do? protect urself, do wat u should do and always put in 'black n white'.. hmmm.. okie.. learnt it.. since now i need to handle outsider.. learn learn learn..

Just.. quite EMO again.. maybe is period? or some other thing? i do not know... family.. also not really going smooth.. in office i think most of the ppl can feel my 'fire'.. although i didnt throw on someone else... but hear my response.. shd sense it.. but good things is..  at least now some of them will not simply come and said.. YAU~ pls help me XXX~ etc etc.. because if they (especially that few always used to push jobs on me 1.. ) start ask.. then i will put on my 'masam' face.. n reject them directly! Sowee~ i really cant handle so much ~

Oh ya.. forgot 1 thing.. Nov.. maybe will go phil? last NS that launch the system.. n this time heard tat is QUITE confirm.. lolz.. not much feeling.. just think, ok.. if tat time BIG boss didnt really changed his mind, then only u let me know? hahaha.. n my 'dai lou' also keep said, tat place.. not really so safe to go.. boss said, time for u to learn decision! as when u r there, u need to do certain decision on the spot! okiee.. then i feel like wan to ask, my authority.. is until wat level 1st? hahaha. later salah mah dai wok? kakaka

somehow.. recently really.. just try to clear clear clear~ so keep OT again.. haiz.. n so sad this week miss my badminton session, due to not enough ppl .. wuu~ have to find more 'solid' member to join this session a~~ hahaha..  if not, the heart to exercise will no more liao ~~

n.. need try to sleep early again.. now due to GOOD weather ~ n also a bit late sleep... hmm ~ morning always cant wake up.. kakaka~ in office also always 'headache'~ coffee non stopppp .. try to cut down consumption d.. n walk more liao. hehe.. but this is good thing, no need always sit ma.. =)

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