Shock news

This morning, got a shock news from a colleague....

One of our Malay colleague pass away... just this morning... catch in fire... and she stayed very near to me only...

Still thinking, yesterday did i still saw her? Suddenly think.. nope.. although in same office, we not always meet each other.. but she can say is the most joyful lady that we had met ever... take the word from my ex-colleague: The most joyful person i have ever seen... why we will say so? I not sure how old is her, but she is a mum of 3? or 4 children... she always look so happy & joyful, and she really a great & caring colleague, those malay colleague always like to talk to her, and she always willings to lend out her ears for them.

Also, she always so nice to share food with us, remember every time we got raya morning session, where the malays will prepare food & drinks, she is the one you will see walking around busy, but still smiling and serving people.. most of the food was cook by her as well.. & last year raya time, we still in same dept... she purposely bring us Raya biscuits & some nasi lemak for us... we really love her food...

Other than that, the another reason we will say she is very joyful is.. now she is work as customer service in call center, you very less can find a people that with the voice.. you hear you will feel the 'smile' & 'happy' in the voice... she is the one! So we always say, if complaint customer, can pass to her, with her voice, i think people will not feel angry anymore...

Yesterday, still receive a transfer call from her.. with very happy voice. Recently with great tension, most of the times i'm on my 'cold' face & cold voice ... but when she transfer call to me, very auto reply her with a smile thru phone.. but sad that i cant remember when i last saw her face? Her seat actually is on call center corner room, which every time if i go to toilet, if i look into the room, i will see her... but weird is yesterday i passby few times, and dunno why few times also purposely look in to look for her sign.. i dunno why i got this action, but i not manage to see her... maybe not a weird thing.. but now, i made me feel so sad as i cant see her last face...

Actually colleague asking me to go hospital for her.. even can come to fetch me.. somehow, i rejected. I wanna go, but my mum not really agree & some sort of pantang? hmm.. say real, myself also like wan go not to go... because i really dunno how to handle all these things.. and i also... haiz.. so mum's all these reason just giving me a stronger reason to choose 'not to go', because i know if i really wanna go, i still can go since im already an adult...

RIP... Iza, we will always miss you...